crap完了SSEssay(说着巨绕口),（感激老杨带病给我检查）

准备了FNA的presentation,（感谢梁力飞同学的指点）FNA的project也差不多了,

今天早上潇洒的鄙视了MA2101的test(没去，睡过了），

洗了衣服，包包，床单etc

勤劳地擦了掉黑渣的电扇，(我居然够得着，神奇了）

把一堆乱七八糟的notes分成了整齐的6堆

打扫了房间

 

要给自己做朵小红花表彰一下～～～

 

恐怖事件：下个礼拜三法语final test&oral连着，自己当时脑子短路把lec和tutorial选一起了，晕～～

 

最后一个月，俺要180度的咸鱼大翻身~~~

 

QF, j'y vais bientôt....

 

i am just a little girl who is struggling to taking care of oneself, and i do not really have the time and ability to take care of one more person, although i am really willing to offer my help and i have tried so b4...

i am incapable of changing anyone s attitude and i am not bearable and insensitive enough to all the complaints...

perhaps u wont believe there r so many ppl out there caring for u, and u wont believe actually there are stories behind every single person, included those who appear to be happy everyday, and u wont believe when u give up on yourself and said"no one can be trusted..", many ppl have a feeling of heart breaking as i do....

i got to tell u tt every single one is nothing to this practical world, and if u give up on yourself, no one would really care abt it except for ur family and friends...

someone told me b4 tt i shld leave u alone to recover from the negative attitude, and u would then learn to live ur own life..

 

i simply feel tired and frustrated, thus complain here a little bit....

i know u understand all the above cliched stuff i said, everyone does, but few can do tt...

kinda funny~~~

and we got to treat it with a laugh~~~

recent life kinda monotonous as normal...

frustrations:

--aiya...turning into a big debtor academicwise...(patience and IQ are decreasing exponentially)

--unhealthy lifestyle...and it s getting urgent to go on diet and switch to healthy lifestyle...otherwise, a piggy-to-be soon....

--just realize how difficult it is to find a dance partner...so many restrictions....sigh...

 

gd thing ahead:

--holiday coming in one and a half month...

--go on travelling?

今天我像一个一年级的小学生般因为老师的几句表扬一直偷着乐到现在...呵呵~~~然后心情靓靓地去理了发....决定,去参加 medal test了...

 

对于跳舞,我一个礼拜坚持去3次,我不知道是不是真的因为我很喜欢它,我坚持的原因很简单---每次跳舞我觉得很快乐,很幸福.

 

小的时候很迷画画,什么时候都在画,天真的执着的以为有一天我会成为传说中的"画家"...后来断断续续的画了一些,热情慢慢的退却 --- 很失落...

 

因为老爸喜欢民族乐,于是J1的时候,我拜老杨为师学习笛子和萧,想着有一天可以给他吹一曲<<梁祝>>或者<<二泉映月>>...一来,资质太低,二来,来了NUS,又荒废了...

 

人长大后,总是遇到一些无奈的事情.做一些不想做的事情. 儿时的兴趣,热情也渐渐消失了, 然后突然发现一件可以让自己快乐的事,真是很难得,要珍惜~~~

 

所以,我希望我可以坚持下去....

 

做人,快乐最重要~~~

(我以为我是个实际的人)

J'ai un test oral de français aujourd'hui. Devinez quelle est la question?

"Vous avez rencontré l'homme de votre vie. téléphonez vos parents et décrirez-le."

C'est une question difficile pour moi parce que je n'ai pas pensé de lui avant.

 

partie de mon description:

Il est l'homme de ma rêve. J'ai connu ça depuis nous nous rencontrons le premier fois.

 

 

 

to be continued~~~